In life, there are many things challenging. Sometimes we are strong to overcome, but sometimes not. To me, life was hopeless when I made a wrong decision which I couldn’t get it back. I have been trouble for months because of my wrong decision. I can’t sleep, eat, or doing things I like. I blocked myself in a room. Moreover, I lost contact with my friends. Before, I’m kind of a talkative person, since this happen; I saw myself totally different. hmm…. I should have thought it clearer before I decided to do. I was too naive to believe, and the result now is made me disappointed and hopeless as well. I also thought of commit suicide. 😦 Fortunately, I thought of my life, my life still has a very long journey to go. Why should I do something stupid like this, If I have done it, I would even be more crazy, fool, stubborn.
Hmm….Still, now i’m not really better yet. However, the thing for me is to take care of myself and wait time to heal it completely. Only time that will make me better. It’s the most regrettable thing i have done in my life. Through it I have learned something new. To overcome it, I have to tell myself “what you have decide , I have to accept the result whether is good or bad. And regard it as an experience and never done it again.” I read a book while I was in a depressed mood and I found out this sentence.
Let a look of it, I am terribly easy to believe other people without think it critically. Anyways, It is such a precious lesson in my life.
Life is not end, there are a long way to going on. So there will be more challenging than this. To live you life Happy, U have to be happy first.